I deem this a safe space of love, discovery, honesty, courage, and high vibes! 

I created this blog to share little knowing’s I’ve acquired from my own personal life’s journey. I will be sharing these realizations/knowing’s from experiences I’ve had as I’ve navigated a relationship with myself, my family, friends, acquaintances, and romantic connections.

My knowing’s are just very simple personal truths, that after going through the journey and emotional rollercoaster to get to them feel so profound.

These knowing’s are enlightenments I’ve come to up to this point in my life. It is important to keep in mind that just because this is what I know, does not mean this is all there is to know. Everything I say feels true for me; they may not feel true to you and that is okay. So please take what resonates with you and leave what does not. Ask your higher self, your spirit guide, God, Source (whatever you believe in) within you to help you differentiate if you are unsure.

I refer to myself as a Nobody on the Spiritual grounds that I am nobody. I am (just as you are) but a fragment of a larger consciousness here to live out a particular experience.

On a more human level, I am a nobody in that I did not come from a background of financial wealth, fame, status, or any social hierarchies. I’ve never lived in one place for too long. I lived with various relatives throughout life, I’ve gone to many schools growing up, and I never solidified myself with any groups. I migrated in and out of friendships, never getting too close with others. I have two friends that I grew up with and I’ve not managed to accumulate many others aside of them. I have a healthy size family but I don’t communicate or see them much. I mostly just keep up with them through Facebook. Growing up I was not exposed to many cultures, literatures, or religions outside of Baptist Christianity (which never resonated with me). I was very sheltered not exposed to a lot of what life has to offer in my youth. As I grew into adulthood I stayed in the guidelines of how I was raised. I often felt like I was just there, existing.

My experience starts off as being born into a reality where I was a nomad; never having roots in one home for too long. I never focused on any passions or took much interest in any anything really. Just drifting. I felt pretty lost in the current. Just doing and moving forwards for the sake of it.

Love and care is something I’m familiar with as it has been and is present amongst my family even in the most difficult of times.

Through my simply drifting through life, the exposure to life caused me to constantly have experiences, be a witness, formulate thoughts and opinions, develop questions, and have realizations that I feel will be beneficial to our collective consciousness in me sharing them.

I’ve experienced joy, anger, bliss, hurt, love, heartbreak, peace, self-sabotage, insecurities, security, and awkwardness. I’ve reached milestones, held limiting beliefs, felt jealousy, desire, lust, abundance, lack, shame, pride, I’ve been inspired, inspiring, and lacked inspiration all together. I’ve felt it all and I hope to share the realizations I’ve accumulated through them.

I knew I wanted to start a blog and what I wanted to discuss but I did not understand my big WHY and who this was for necessarily (beyond myself of course). It just felt important for me to explore this desire. 

I now understand my why. This blog is for wonderer and for coming back to the self. I would equate my life to being plopped onto the middle of the an ocean, on a boat with no instructions on how to use it or find my way to solid ground. No instructions on how to use the oars, how to use the wind and available resources, just drifting with all the tools I need but not knowing how to use them.

It was only when I stopped just drifting that I was able to notice that I have the tools to get to a solid and secure foundation, to a grounded place.

Once I stopped simply drifting with the current and took control, I began exploring what excited me and what peaked my curiosity. I began learning myself, my likes and my dislikes, what’s been feeling good and what’s been unsettling. I am now navigating my life in a meaningful and deliberate way. I don’t believe we ever stop finding ourselves since with each meeting of self we find more to discover from there. I’ve been finding the conscious way of living to be so beautiful, so worth it, and so fun and exciting even in the difficult times. I love life. I love existing and being here with all of you. It’s been a grounding experience for me and I want to share it. It may help someone discover themselves and the beauty of life.

I am a truth seeker and a sharer by nature. My hopes is in me sharing my little knowing’s, thoughts, questions, and experiences I help someone feel understood and seen. Plus it’s therapeutic having a creative outlet to share my personal truths.

Many of knowing’s will come from a spiritual lens. I like to think I embody a practical and digestible approach to Spirituality. Though, I do have some more woo-woo beliefs that resonate with me. I believe everyone should believe in what makes them feel empowered. For you that may not be Spirituality, but I suspect you will find resonance with my knowing’s. They are at the root just epiphanies I’ve come to through experiencing life.

This nobody goes by she/her pronouns.